The loneliness

Agyat makes me feel lonely. It brings a feeling of exclusivity from the entire world. It disassociate myself from the external world. The world seems deliberately created for me to live in. To entangle or indulge myself in different physical and mental activities. Sometime when I close my eyes and look within, the depth simply absorbs me in itself. I loose my identity. I simply, feel like being nothing. Its like a dream which is completely blank. There is no pictures, no thoughts and thus, no emotions. Its completely dark in there. Initially, when I was unfamiliar with this experience, there were fear. Fear of being separated from my world. May be, this is what is known as 'the fear of unknown'. But with time, understanding the attachments and associations with the world, the fear slowly gave away to a new association to this loneliness. Now, I feel like being a part of this eternal peace!